Back home from spending the weekend at my father's with my children. Every weekend I go there to see my children. Neither I nor they live there, but they do not live with me either because of the state of my home. So my father's home is where I see them. Sometimes for the weekend or sometimes for longer, such as some of their school holidays.
It was last week that I spent 8 days at my father's home with my children because they were on half term holiday. It's not easy for me to talk about the situation I'm in with my children, it involves legal stuff & is very painful. I may feel more able to go more into everything that's happening in regards to my children at a later date. Like I've said already though, compulsive hoarding has ruined my life.
Being back doesn't bring any peace, it increases my anxiety infact, because of all the pressure I'm currently under to get my home sorted out. Pressure from housing, pressure from social services, pressure from working with the decluttering charity, who I feel are not using the right approach with me.
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